I hate my life, and I hate everything about it

I tried to change it and a lowlife piece of scum, waste of fucking space ruined it for me.

I want my brother to die. He is a thieving piece of shit, a lying cunt, a drug using waste of fucking oxygen.
I would rather die than have him come near me. I have spent the entirety of today extremely angry. I've screamed at my cat and thrown things around, smashed holes into the walls and broken a wardrobe.

I hate my life, it's completly worthless. I've no real friends and the people I do know don't even care enough to actually pay attention when I want.
I have NEVER ignored anyone I know, I'm not a rude fucking piece of scum

fuck everyone, fuck you all, fuck myself

fuck life fuck off and fucking die